THE GREAT ESCAPE

RT @secretnudges

2010-11-16T00:15:00.002+08:00

Saw this on Celine's blog:

Sometimes people tell you they care. Sometimes people tell you they love you. Sometimes people say they want you. Sometimes people say they will catch you when you fall. Sometimes people say they will never leave you. Sometimes people say they will never hurt you. Sometimes people say they will die for you. Sometimes people say that you are worth it. Sometimes people say it's going to be okay. Sometimes people say that you are the one sight they never get tired of. And sometimes, people lie.

So true.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

Lots on the mind.

phua-kia

2010-11-08T01:10:00.001+08:00

As much as I tried to resist, it still hurts so bad.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

Front, remember.

phua-kia

2010-11-08T00:47:00.001+08:00

Pushed.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

SMILE.

phua-kia

2010-11-06T01:44:00.002+08:00

Isn't that what you said yourself?
Then why are you not doing it?
Aloy, isn't her being happy what's most important?
Then why are you behaving like this.
Seriously.

Your mask?
Where's it?
Front front front, dude.

Do it please.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

Promise.
Just be by her side.

phua-kia

2010-11-05T23:59:00.002+08:00

Pushing me away.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

That's why I didn't want to.

phua-kia

2010-11-03T23:40:00.002+08:00

If I don't expect, would I not fall so hard?

Goodnight and Goodbye.

Slapped by reality.

phua-kia

2010-11-02T00:35:00.001+08:00

Where do I stand.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

I know this is a feeling I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.

phua-kia

2010-10-27T21:09:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I wish it's me.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

Speechless.

phua-kia

Wishes don't come true, do they?

2010-10-26T00:10:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I wish you could tell me.
At least I can lend you my ears.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

Wishes don't come true, do they?

phua-kia

2010-10-25T15:45:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I wish you wouldn't stop.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

Is it me?

phua-kia

2010-10-25T00:11:00.003+08:00

It all tells, bit by bit.
Till the final blow that kills.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

Silent sentences.

phua-kia

2010-10-22T01:47:00.003+08:00

我到底哭什么，哭什么，明明搞笑的.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

MASK, remember.

phua-kia

2010-10-21T02:19:00.001+08:00

You never know how much one year make a difference until you really experience it.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

Trust me, it really does.

phua-kia

2010-10-21T00:13:00.002+08:00

I'm happy I'm happy I'm happy I'm happy I'm happy I'm happy I'm happy I'm happy.

I am really happy.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

You shutted me off.

phua-kia

10/10/10 10:10:10

2010-10-10T22:47:00.001+08:00

10/10/10 10:10:10

I wished that you'll be happy.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

once in a life time.

phua-kia

2010-10-06T03:02:00.001+08:00

"Don't ask me to feel, because I forgot how to."

Goodnight and Goodbye.

Sometimes not saying, is saying.

phua-kia

Life.

2010-10-06T02:29:00.004+08:00

Came across this photo when trying to find a photo for ..

Anyways, really miss those times.
Working with your bestfriends is the best.

Playing, "pretending to work", eating curry puffs, F language, maggie mees, Carol + Jessie + Harold, BITCHING, and get paid.
What more can you ask for.

Most importantly, my mind is free and occupied during work.

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But now everything's like so tense.
Cheer, School, Friends.

School - My results is like not so good? 2.8 for GPA.

Cheer - Everyone is working so hard, and I feel like I need to too.

Friends - As long as you're happy.

But I'm kinda happy though that I was able to do B-Toss Backtuck and Lib with Kimyong, Fiona and Darren today.
Cause I kept thinking I cannot take the weight for Lib, but I was wrong.
So, happy me. (:

He told me about him.
I get it, but I just hope you'll treat you well.
And you'll be happy.
With or without me in your life, doesn't matter much.

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Anyways, time for some memoriessss!

Ben and I doing the Abracadabra dance!

Trying to scare Harold!

Really miss those times!

Oh ya btw, found this in my pictures!
It's taken during the photoshoot for Friends & Co. !

Goodnight and Goodbye.

It's times like this, that makes you think back.

phua-kia

2010-10-04T02:42:00.001+08:00

I wanna ask, But I just don't have the courage to.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

It's just like that.

phua-kia

2010-10-01T16:32:00.003+08:00

The worst thing a girl can ever say to you is not

” I don’t love you anymore “

is not

” I liked another guy “

neither is it

” You’re not good enough “

but is

”He said, "I'm not worth to fight for anymore"”

and

” He's giving up on me “

But the guy is not you.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

I'm not. Just not.

phua-kia

2010-09-27T01:32:00.002+08:00

I've tried.
I've tried harder.
I've tried even harder.

But nothing.

I want nothing more.
I just want to be your friend, like how we used to.

I guess you need time.
Like what Arthur told me.

But if I'm really bothering you in life, please tell me so.
I can go away.

As long as you're happy.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

It's going nowhere?

phua-kia

2010-09-24T01:49:00.000+08:00

I wished you would at least ask.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

gone.

phua-kia

2010-09-24T01:03:00.002+08:00

What can I do?
What can I say?

I think my heart just died.

Never gonna fall for it again.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

I rather to be dead.

phua-kia

BITCH ALOY.

2010-09-23T01:10:00.004+08:00

I realised, what I've said to others, I don't think it through myself.
"It's okay" , "Don't worry, I'm sure she cares as a friend", "Don't think too much", and "Loving someone doesn't mean having that someone. As long as she's happy, I'm happy."

I said these a thousand times to people, but what about me?
WHY AM I NOT SAYING THESE TO MYSELF?

It's okay aloy, you're strong remember?
I'm sure she cares, but of course, as a good friend.
Loving her doesn't mean you have to have her right?
As long as she's happy, you'll be happy.
So don't give up aloy, and you'll be able to stand back on your feet.

I've thought through alot yesterday and today.
I'm sure she's worried about me, as a friend.
I'm sure she tried her best to keep hurting me to the minimum.
I'm sure I matter to her as a friend.

She was happy.
She is happy.
She would be happy.

So why this?
Why do you want to let her worry aloy, why?
It's okay to sacrifice.
Isn't that what you always say?
SO DO IT DUDE.

And remember to always pretend.
Pretend you're okay whenever she's around.
Pretend that it's okay for you.
Pretend that you're strong.

You wouldn't want her to worry, don't you?

As long as she's happy, remember.
ALWAYS REMEMBER.

I'm strong, nothing will destroy me - Off centre.

So start putting on your mask,
show her that you're okay.
Be her good friend.
JUST a good friend.

12hours, that's all you have aloy.
12hours, and by then you'll be able to smile right in front of her.
Smile so brightly that she wouldn't suspect a thing.
Smile so brightly that hopefully even you'll be decieved, that you're really happy.
SMILE.

So do it if you really love her.
DO IT.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

分手需要练习.

phua-kia

2010-09-21T01:44:00.002+08:00

I wished I could say "No, I'm not okay."

Goodnight and Goodbye.

Sometimes I wish I don't have a heart.

phua-kia

2010-09-21T00:58:00.001+08:00

It seems like all along it's just me?

Goodnight and Goodbye.

Lost it.

phua-kia

2010-09-19T17:26:00.004+08:00

And I wonder if I ever crossed your mind.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

I lost all control.

phua-kia

17.

2010-09-19T01:47:00.003+08:00

Maybe I'm just not the one, maybe I'm too kiddish.
Maybe cause I'm 17.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

The number of candles on the cake matters after all.

phua-kia

:o

2010-07-14T23:14:00.003+08:00

hahahah omg look at AngKeMei's faceeeeeee.
So rubberish and funnny!
I almost died laughing at it hehe! :D

and omg I.AM.SICK.NOW.
Headache + Sore Throat + Uclers on tongues + Fever (I think? :o)

And I should sleeep soooon.
BUT I'm thinking if I should skip schoool tomorrow. :llll
hmmm?

AND NOT EMO LAH BESTIE TERI WONG MEI.
HAPPY HAPPY NOWW.
HEHEHE, I JUST GOT A FOR MY JOURNALISM, COOL OR WHAT RIGHT.
THE A GROUP YAY!

AND BESTIE HAPPY NOT I MENTION YOUR NAMEEE.
TERI WONG MEI!
AGAIN HOHOHOHO.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

Close your eyes, and take a step back to breathe.

phua-kia

TIRED.

2010-07-04T02:19:00.004+08:00

Hongki-licious!

okay, I know i said I'll be back blogging about i didn't.
sorrrrrrrrry! )):

It's been really busy for me.
Projects, assignments, trainings, outings, studying, meetings.
I'm gonna be out of breathe soon.

I've been sleeping really late.
2.26, and I'm still awake.

why? idk.
Sometimes, I'm just really tired but just can't sleeep.
and sometimes, it's purely due to work.

Demoralized.
Raise my hopes all the way up and it fell right down to the bottom.

I tried so hard.
I really put in my best efforts to do it, but look how it turn out?
Worth it?

I said I'm gonna stand right back up on my feet.
But easier said that done.
But I will, I hope?

I know I said I've let go.
But sometimes my heart just sway.
I wanted to ask if we could start all over, but I know it's impossible.
So i kept quiet.
But it's killing me.

It's killing me just watching you.
It's killing me knowing that we're no longer possible.
It's killing me.

But I'll let go.
For the best of both of us.

"Life is 10% of what you do it, and 90% of how you take it"
Ben told me this, and it really etched in my heart.
I've learn to accept every single thing that comes along in life.
Because in life, there's ups and downs.
I can't be happy all the time.
There would be times when I'll feel demoralized, disappointed, or just down.
But I'll take it.
Because I know God has his way for me.

I'm worned out.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

Stay strong, will I?

phua-kia

MED SOC OMG.

2010-05-16T22:14:00.004+08:00

I love my laptop's wallpaper omg! :D

BACK TO BLOGGING!
YAY!

To be honest, I wouldn't have blogged if not for bestie Teri! :D

okay, today was super hectic i swear.
the whole day I was trying to do my workkkk :l

like MED SOC LETTER!
I spent an hour plus trying to figure what to write and reading my textbook, and 2 hours writing my letter omg.
DAMN TIRING! ):

and so is Caniceee!
i think she's super drained, as i can see from the way she types.
DON'T STRESS KKKK! (:

SMILE PRETTY! :D

another long day tomorrow, but having dinner with Nicky, and hopefully Marc and Josh too!
It's been long since we last sat down and ate together!

And I want to change my blogskin but haven't found any that's nice ):

Blazer Sentosa outing this saturdayyy! :o
YAY!

and don't be scared of GaGa, PEIWEN!

Alright, bye! (:

Goodnight and Goodbye!

It's so unbelievable.

phua-kia

2010-05-16T22:14:00.000+08:00

THAT'S JUST IT.

2010-05-15T11:29:00.007+08:00

SuperMen!

Alright!

It's been damn long since i lasted blogged!
I totally lost the mood for blogging omg.

So everything's over now.

I won't fall for it again.
You can do whatever you want.

Because I've been disappointed again and again,
those things you said, were lies.

And to think i trust you,
again and again, I told myself that perhaps you won't disappoint me this time?
but you still did.

But this time, I've made up my mind.
I won't pin my hopes on you anymore.

And this time, I'll hardened my heart so that it can't feel anymore.

Thanks Ben, Benedict, Nicky, Val, Peiwen, Teri and Vivian! (:

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Anyways, school started in polyyyy!
And the first 4 weeks in TP was fun, boring, bitchy, and all sort of nonsense! :D

I heart 1C01!

They're a bunch of monsters, and yet they're damn awesome! :D

And I've alot of assignments due next week omg omg.

And I heart BLAZERS!

Cheerleading's really fun, but real tiring.
The body conditioning is like omg *sweats*

But everyone's nice and it's really fun!
We're learning thigh stand, L stand, Shoulder sit, Shoulder stand and double thigh stand! :D
ALOT MORE TO COME! :D

And recently, I've been attending this discussion session that Ben organised, for people who wanna know more about Christ.

and omg Daddy god's the best (:

okay Bye! :D

Goodnight and Goodbye!

Stay strong.

phua-kia

NO MORE.

2010-03-13T18:43:00.000+08:00

THE END.

NO MORE.

I'M JUST A BESTFRIEND.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

phua-kia

YAY!

2010-03-07T13:14:00.002+08:00

YAY DEE'S BACK! YAY DEE'S BACK! YAY DEE'S BACK! YAY DEE'S BACK!
YAY DEE'S BACK! YAY DEE'S BACK! YAY DEE'S BACK! YAY DEE'S BACK!
YAY DEE'S BACK! YAY DEE'S BACK! YAY DEE'S BACK! YAY DEE'S BACK!

okay bye (:

Goodnight and Goodbye.

Today was a fairytale!

phua-kia

DEEEE ):

2010-03-04T22:43:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEEHONGKI! (:

HELLLLO.
i feel like coming back to blogging all of a sudden.
idk why tooo.
BUT I MISS DEE ):

it's been like 4 days since she went for divinggg ):
OMG THIS WEEK SEEMS EXCEPTIONALLY LONG.
AND SATURDAY SEEMS SO FAR AWAYYY ):

anyways,
went for work today as usual.
and called Val, cause there's something wrong with her letter :O
KINDA FUNNY.
cause apparently she just woke up -.-

and after work i went to eat with Ben and Nick.
and we saw a ... :OOOOO
but dee's still the best! (: HEHE.

then on our way to the interchange,
we saw Magdalene and Janael.
and i tried to show them magic BUT i failed ):
GAH, PS TTM ):

anyways,
i think i've been doing other stuff so much that i'm neglecting my magic. ):
OH NOOO.

but there's nothing on my mind recently other than ..
DEE! ):

I HOPE SATURDAY COMES FASTER, PLOX. ):

Goodnight and Goodbye.

i miss you dee, ttm! ):

phua-kia

HEIDITAYCHIYAN IMISSYOU! ):

2010-03-02T20:44:00.003+08:00

DEE I MISS YOU! ):

OMG HELLO.
I KNOW LIKE MY BLOG IS LIKE DEAD FOR DAMN LONG BUT I'M JUST TOO LAZY TO BLOG. :O
SORRY AH.

anyways,
Dee's been away for 2 days.
and omg, i'm like dying already.
i miss her ttm cannn! ):

how i wish Saturday would come faster! ):

but time seems to pass damn slowly this week ):

HEIDI TAY CHIA YAN I LOVE YOU .
AND NOW I'M DYING TO SEE YOU.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

I miss you baby!

phua-kia

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN & ABRIE! (:

2010-02-01T23:15:00.005+08:00

Hongki-licious.

HELLO (:
i know i've not been blogging.
BUTTT, I'M JUST TOO LAZY :O

and i seriously have nothing to blog about.
but mainly, LAZY. :\

HEHE.
so anyways.
went for Ben and Abrie's birthday party yesterday and today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN AND ABRIE! (:

den went off to meet Heidi at pasir ris Mrt.
omggg, i was like late for 30mins?
SORRY HEIDI! ):

alright,
BYE. (:

Goodnight and Goodbye.

Kiss! ><

phua-kia

Work WIth WC!

2010-01-14T22:56:00.002+08:00

Hongki-licious

okay FAST post.
I'm really tired, and my eyes could just BOOMZX close now.
I'M DEAD SERIOUS.

I woke up at 7am this morning.
FOR WORK.

YongHwei's not blood-related,but family-friend uncle offered this job for 2 guys.
so i took up one. (:
and the other one was supposedly Ben.
BUTTT. due to his dad and the SP stuff, he was unable to make it.
so WeiCHong took his place.

okay, at first i thought it would be like damn awkward cos idk WeiCHong well, and neither does he to me. :\
BUTTTTTTTT. he's damn nice, and funny, and soon enough we hit off quite well.

anyways.
you never know how much we had to suffer just to get the $7.50 per hour pay.
just thinking of it, makes my hair stand. ):
PAPERCUTS, BOX CUTS (get cut by boxes), RINGFILE CUT, WORK LIKE COOLIES.

and they really treat us like COOLIES k!
WE DO ALMOST EVERYTHING THEY DON'T WANNA DO. -.-

anyways.
i just submitted my JAE form.
and it's like :O

i was so afraid that i might have alike spaz, or like blind.
den accidentally see wrongly :O

ANYWAYS.
i have to wake up early tomorrow.
so i have to go to sleep.
BYE! (:

Goodnight and Goodbye!

2 more days! (:

phua-kia

OMFG. :O

2010-01-12T19:52:00.006+08:00

Hongki-licious.

OMGGGGGGG.

10 POINTS FOR L1R4, AND 13 POINTS FOR L1R5!

GEEEEEEEEZ.
it's way way wayyyyyyyyyy better than what i expected it would be! :D

i was like shocked when i first saw it,
while was not jumping for joy,
cos i already was when Hani told me i got like freaking B3 for english! (:

well, for once ChinHuat seems exceptionally NICE. (:

and as for TayCh, is like PSSHH, who cares. -.-

well, i was like jumping around, and dancing around,when i got my results! (:

and i guess that would put me eligible for MASS COM in TP!
den can go same school as Heidi! (:

well, buttttttttttttt, Psychology seems like damn nice also! :\
butttt, i would put my first few choices in TP lah.
TOO LAZY TO TRAVEL SO FAR YOU SEE.

anywayssssssssss.
LINGMEIYING is like coming back in like 5 days.
so WOOHOO! (:

well, Sharil asked me to go to JC, while ChinHuat and Hani asked me to go poly.
well, ignoring ChinHuat's advice.
SO POLY OR JC! THE MOST IMPORTANT QUESTION OF THE CENTURY ( yeah -.- ) !

but i think poly would be fine for me?
cos i know, and yes i won't, be disiplined enough to actually sit down and STUDY.
SO POLY? :\

well, let me put that aside, at least for like today!
and think again tomorrow!
I NEED TO ENJOY WHAT I NEED TO ENJOY AFTER PUTTING IN SO MUCH HARDWORK FOR MONTHS FOR THIS FREAKING O LEVELS. (:

Hongki!

FT!

and Hongki looks damn good with his new hairstyle.
AND SO DOES THE REST OF THE FTs! (:

okay, BYE! (:

Goodnight and Goodbye!

and you'll be back soon! (:

phua-kia

RESULTS! :\

2010-01-11T10:22:00.003+08:00

Hongki-licious

omgggg.

Time now : 10.32

I'M SO DEAD.
results in like less than 4 hours. :\

WISH ME LUCK! (:

Goodnight and Goodbye!

freaks! :O

phua-kia

POLYZX.

2010-01-09T22:38:00.003+08:00

Hongki-licious!

omgggg.
PANADOL WORKS WONDERS. (:

had a terrible headache just now,
but after popping 2 panadols down!
I AM MUCH BETTER. (:

anyways,
had been going for open houses at the different polys.
and omggg.
it's damn tiring.

well,
with Ben and Nick's company of course. (:

and Applied drama & psycology in SP is damn cool.
and seems interesting.
should i go for it?
SHOULD I?

well, and practising my magic!
learnt a few cool tricks online! (:
MAGIC CRAZE.

and and and and and,
thanks Heidi Heidi! (:

and I'm so gonna pre-order LuoZhiXiang's latest album!

罗生门 / Rashomon !

it's like damn awesome! (:

ANYWAYS,
results is coming out on Monday. :\
i really hope i could do well, and get into the course that i want!
PRAY HARD.

alright,
BYE!

Goodnight and Goodbye!

Forever love ...

phua-kia

AWESOME DAY (:

2010-01-05T22:21:00.006+08:00

FT-licious!

omgggg.
went back to school to visit today!
everyone i see seems to grow taller! :D

went around disturbing all the teachers, together with Ben
although the weather was like :\
DAMN HOT.

but had lots of fun! (:

den Ben left to meet Siti,Farina and Ebs,
while i headed off to find my mum to pass her some stuff. (:

den despite me being terribly tired,
i headed to Marina Square to collect my pay,
and while i was on the train, some weird guy approached me and supposedly wanted to teach me magic,
as i was playing with my deck of cards.
but i think he's just trying to show off please.
and make me look bad.
LOSER.

anyways,
went to collect my pay,
den headed off to Suntec,
and walked through the whole place,
from Tower 1 to 5 seriously.
just to find that shop that sells Cards.
and in the end it's just at Tower 1.
AND I MUST BE BLIND COS I WALKED PASS IT BEFORE. ):

den bought my first Bicycle deck.
omg, so proud of myself! (:

and i managed to practice my few tricks till i'm kinda familiar with them (:
omg, MAGIC CRAZE. (:

and and and HeidiTay is like SPAZ. (:

anyways.
saw 小鬼's latest song!
the song's kinda nice and the music video is like funny.
at least it's the first time I've ever seen this plot.
UNIQUE YET NICE. (:

搞砸了

and I'm so gonna get 罗志祥's new album which is coming on the 15th this month!
罗生门 / Rashomon! (:

and the new song is like AWESOME TTM. (:

愛的主場秀！

alright!
BYE! (:

Goodnight and Goodbye!

I miss you !

phua-kia

ROT AWAY.

2010-01-04T22:29:00.003+08:00

Hongki-licious.

omggg.
i totally wasted my time today.
eat, sleep, watch tv, played comp, ROT.

ANYWAYS.
i'm going back to school tomorrow to :

1)Give Hani back her book
2) Pass Huixuan my book
3) Watch the drama orientation performance
4) HAVE THE FEELING OF WALKING INTO SCHOOL AS A GRADUATE. (:

and i'm gonna get my pay tomorrow!
BLINKS.

andddddddddd.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR FRIEND LIONEL. (:
Hope things woud go well for you this year,
and do well for your Os k!
we'll be beside you, when you're fighting with the illness.
STAY STRONG, MY AWESOME BUD.

k BYE. (:

Goodnight and Goodbye.

I just wanna thank you, for the wonderful memories.

phua-kia

and she left.

2010-01-04T10:36:00.003+08:00

i miss you! <3

and there goes.
with a hug, and a wave.
she enters the gate and left.
i didn't cry, surprising much,
as i thought i really would.
maybe i've grown, maybe i understand how she'll be back soon.
or maybe ... it just haven't strike me that she's gone.

tears came up to my eyes.
but it just didn't come out.
and now i'm feeling the sorrow.

i really miss you, my best girl-friend.
all the memories, laughter, and all the wonderful memories.
now it's just etched in my mind till you're back.
but, will we still be so close?
it really makes me wonder.

nonetheless, i really wished that you'll have a good time over there.
and take good care of yourself.

and 3 years,
just 3 years.

we'll be back in action.
and hopefully, we both would changed for the better.
but our strong bond would still be there.

so i shall see you in 3 years' time.
SHUYI. (:

Goodnight and Goodbye.

such, wonderful memories we shared.

phua-kia

and she left.

2010-01-04T10:36:00.000+08:00

UPDATED!

2009-12-28T13:19:00.007+08:00

FT-Licious!

HEYYY!
changed my blogskinnn!
thanks to Audrey and Valarie! :D

New look, New style and it's gonna be a new year soon! :D

Goodnight and Goodbye!

random-singer.blogspot.com updated! :D

phua-kia

RENOVATION!

2009-12-26T22:29:00.002+08:00

Hongki-licious.

HEYYY!
i know that my blog seems and LOOKS weird now.
BUTZX, it's undergoing renovation!
so it's gonna have a brand new look by then!
so till then!
i won't be blogging! :D

Goodnight and Goodbye!

HAAHAHA.

phua-kia

Merry Christmas Baby!

2009-12-24T22:52:00.001+08:00

Hongki-licious

HEY GUYS!
HAHAHAHA.

so hyped up now yeahhhh.
idk why, maybe it's Christmas' Eve today? :O
IDK.

hmmm.
anyways,
went out with Sotong today, supposedly.
but apparently she left after like less than a hour, without even us doing anything yet. :\
DISAPPOINTED.
i really am, Tingying.

den came home,
took a break, and went off with my sister to buy my parents' Christmas present.
while, i'm getting a bagpackkkk from them.
WOOHOOZX.

and after that went off to play basketball with Angie,Snowfish mei, Nelvin, Alicia, and Zhenghui.
OMG.

new kids i know through basketball!
and when i say kids, i really meant kids.
Nelvin - P5
Alicia - P4
Zhenghui - P2

GASPPP RIGHT.
heh, but they're ultra cute!
and they gave us Christmas presents!
something we really didn't expect it to happen. :O
GASPPP.
so we're gonna buy presents for them tomorrow too! :D

and P.S. Nelvin's sister is Gorgeous!:O

anyways,
went to the zooo yesterday to give Sap a birthday surprise!
and we sure had funnn!
it's been long since I last met up with the clique!
AWESOME DAY!

took lots of pictures (of animals),
but sadly i didn't take any of people. :O

den later we headed back to Shuyi's new house.
OMG. DAMN BIG AND IT REALLY MAKES PEOPLE JEALOUS.

most importantly!
Lionel came! :D

he looks ALOT skinnier,
and he starts to lose his hair,
even his eyebrows seems to little D:
really hurts me to see him like that.
and i really wanted yo stay and accompany him longer.
well, hard to see him you know.
:\

but had to leave to go to Angie's house to celebrate her birthday!
and yes, she's finally 15.

had lots of fun,
bought her a teddy bear and FT's DoubleDate.
and she loves it!
JAEJIN ah. :D

heh,
so we ate, played around.
and SimWJ came.
HAHA.

well, had lots of fun lah.
and come to think of it,
I've known Angie for 15 years!
which is from the day she was born till now.
CHILDHOOD PALS! :D

well,
always remember - GX5!

alright.
got lots of photos and i shall upload next time!

and YOU! LMY!
SUPERWOMAN!
take care k!
and I'm terribly sorry, let's just forget about it.
and i really miss you!
THIS TIME, IT'S REALLY MY FAULT.

and thanks Cheryl, Ben and Teri for comforting me!

and the time now is 11.15,
45 more mins to Christmas!
and this year, or rather, this holiday seems to pass damn fast.
LIKE A BLINK OF AN EYE.

and ..
ULCERS MAKES ME MOODY. D:<

alright.
BYE!

Goodnight and Goodbye!

Merry Christmas! :D

phua-kia

2009-12-22T21:56:00.001+08:00

am i holding you back?
i know i do make mistakes here and there.
okay, all the time.
i might not be the best guy or what so ever.
i might not know where to go from here.
and so might you.
but trust me.
at least for another time.
TRUST ME.

and i'm really sorry.
idk if you'll see this.
and i supposed i suck too much either.
maybe i'm just not good enough for you.

I'm sorry if i might be holding you back.
but if you really wanna move on,
i will let you go.
but just know that, no matter what, i'll still be here waiting for you.
like how i always did.
I'M SORRY.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

I really miss you ..

phua-kia

FATZXZX.

2009-12-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

Hongki-licious.

GAHHH.
I"m really fat, seriously. :\

hmmm.
and i ate alot today. D:

i went to eat Sakae Sushi in the noon with my parents,
and went to pasar malam and gobbled more food downnn.
OH NOOOZXZX.

so i really need to cut down on all the carbo and build more muscles!
so turn FATS into MUSCLES.
HAHHAHA! ( but sadly, that's gonna take me quite awhile seriously. D: )

anywayssssssss.
i wonder how is Ling Meiying doing in beijinggggg.
called me last night and omg, she's damn retarded seriouslyyyy.
RETARDED PIG. OINKS.

oh well, idk what to say cos i'm damn bloated now cos of all the eating. D:
BURPS.

okayyy,
i shall wait for that pig to call me.
HAWHAWWW. :D

lastly to remind myself again,
I'M FAT.

Bye!

Goodnight and Goodbye!

can't wait for you to call ..

phua-kia

DoubleDate

2009-12-15T22:48:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO!
after so long!
presenting ...
FT ISLAND'S LATEST ALBUM - DOUBLE DATE! :D

OMG.
it's like super A-W-E-S-O-M-E to the max! :D
and the songs are damn nice!

which consist of :

FT Island – One Date
01. Lie
02. 사랑이 왔나봐
03. A song for you
04. 빙빙빙
05. 바래
06. 미우나 고우나
07. 천사와 나무꾼
08. 소녀를 만나다(소나기)
09. 결혼해줘
10. 꼭은 아니더라도…
11. 첫눈에 알아
12. 보내주기
13. 못난이
14. 남의 속도 모르고

FT.triple – Two Date
01. 러브레터 (타이틀 곡)
02. 멀리멀리
03. 꼬집어 봐도

OMG.
seriously damn nice!
awesome hongki! :D

and FT. Triple's doing great too!
great job guys! :D

ripppping them into my comp now! :D
HEH.

anyways,
not working tomorrow, and tomorrow, and ..
hmmm. oh well.
it's cause they don't need anymore assistants already.
so i don't need to go unless they asked me again.
which i doubt so actually.
GAHHH.

freaky chef.
who freaky PMS. :\
SCREW HIM SERIOUSLY.

hmmm.
well, at least can rest lah.
after so long.
HAWHAW.

and and and and andddd!
The details for the Christmas partehhh's out!

Details:
23rd December 2009.
Shu's house.

and best of all ..

our VIP : LIONEL KHOO LI WEN.

AWESOME yeah? :D

so guys, please make yourself available!

hmmm.
wanted to give Sotong a surprise today for her brithday but she got something on :\
GAHHH.

alright.
BYE!

Goodnight and Goodbye.

If it's you and me together ..

phua-kia

JS! <3

2009-12-11T23:12:00.000+08:00

JS! <3>

OMG OMG OMG!
JS'S SO AWESOME!
they're so gorgeous and have like super nice vocals!
TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH THEM.
HEH.

and they recorded a new song - Thank You By The Katinas!
and it's damn nice!

enjoy! :D:D

hmmm.
anyways,
went to work this morning.
damn tired though.
thanks god i managed to sleep last night and now I'm feeling kinda better!
NOT FALLING SICK ANYMORE!

and today's Fridayyyyyyyy!
WOOHOO.

that means no work and can rest for 2 dayss!
YES MAN.

finally after a LONG week.
HAWHAW.

and tomorrow Angie would be coming back.
HEH.

and I'm damn fat now D:
and i'm damn annoyed by it.
so i gonna start to slim down! :\

Goodnight and Goodbye.

JS! <3

phua-kia

AWWW.

2009-12-09T22:41:00.000+08:00

Lee HongKi!

LAWL.
had a longggg dayyy.
went to work today and it was damn tiring!
had to wake up like 5.30am :\
GAHHH!

oh well.
another long day tomorrow!
had to wake up damn early, AGAIN. PSSSHH.

anyways,
went to work and did the usual stuff.
got my hands filled with chocolate smell, again.
and den came home and slept for 2hours plus?
BUT STILL DAMN TIRED.

anyways,
a sudden thought of the touchings music videos I've watched in the past.
hmmm.
I love the message that the songs had potrayed.
and i just loveee it.
UH HUH.

anyways,
here's the best I've seen so farrr. :D

Because I'm a Girl

well, the other one's "Just a Dream" by Carrie Underwood.
which i can't find the video. :\
anyways, you can watch it here.

alright.
BYE! :D

Goodnight and Goodbye.

Baby, why'd you leave me, why'd you have to go.

phua-kia

SUPERWOMAN.

2009-12-07T23:13:00.000+08:00

:O

alrightttt.
damn lazy to blog seriously.
stared at my blog, having the urge to blog BUTTT my fingers just won't move.
so ended up not blogging. :\
HEH.

anyways,
had been working since 2nd Dec,
as a pastry chef assistant i guess?
idk what am i also. :|
anyways,
kinda got connn!
cos i was told to be packing cookies, but it was nottt. D:
but nehmind lahhh, the job's kinda tiring but at least i'm happy there.
cos the peeps are nice. :D ( well, except for the chef though, kinda a moodswing guy :\ )
HAW.

well, had been working.
with both my hands filled with chocolate smell everyday, making me to be disgusted by even the look of chocolate.
SO SADDENING.

and Lionel finally created a Facebook account!
OMG, in like a zillions years lah.
FINALLY.

and he's coming online more frequent too.
and he's kinda fine i guess?
he still can joke around with me.
although i think he just had his second chemo session.
HOPE HE'S FINE!

andd andd anddd.
something that he said he won't missed it for the world!
the 2E X'mas partyyyy! :D
on the 26th Dec, idk where's it though.
gonna plan with Shu i think.
cos Yh would be overseas.
so 2Eians, please make yourself available by then.
PUSH AWAY ALL YOUR DATES. :D

hmmm.
well, she flew off. :\
wanted to let her hear the song though, before she leaves.
but it's kinda too late.
and i haven't even recorded it. D:
WHYYY.

wonder how she's doing there.
hope she doesn't fall sick!
SUPERWOMAN AH.

well, she's coming back mid-Jan.
and i'll fulfill ALL my promises then.
I PROMISE.

well,
didn't go to work today.
cos idk what time to go.
and Jack said, "don't go till i text you "
so indeed i didn't go.
and same as today, TOMORROW is the same thing, AGAIN.
GAHHH. :\

oh yaaaa.
Angie flew off on the 4th tooo.
to Germany to study Hitler.
LAWL.

well, after going to 2E outing@Sentosa,
went to meet up with my siblings, her family, and her.
den went to airport to send her off.
hmmm.
heart-warming scene, to see how she hugged her mother, bidding goodbye.
AWWW.
and she cried. :\

kinda miss her too!
my good childhood friend/cousin! :D
well, she'ld back on the 12th! :D
hawhaw, den it's more basketball time! :D
BLINKS.

oh well.
Jack's blogshop!
so those's who are interested in cake/dessert making, or just love to eatttt dessrt!
you guys can go and have a look!
they looked kinda delicious! :D
YUMMS.

http://www.homemadesenzation.blogspot.com/

alright,
gtg le.
BYE!

Goodnight and Goodbye!

I still keep on loving like i did yesterday.

phua-kia

如果我变成回忆

2009-11-25T23:48:00.000+08:00

BOOMZ.

k!
i'm trying to find a jobbb! D:
if not i'll just rot at home and die.
HEH.

and idk there's so many techniques to singing!
Valerie just told me alot of stuff!
and i'm damn tempted to join her music school and learn singing!
HARK MUSIC.

hmmm.
went jogging today and it was kinda AWESOME.
lose some pounds! right V? :D
HEH.

and i feel in love with 如果我变成回忆 by Tank.
OMG, it's damn nice and touching!
cos he wrote it cause of his condition.
that he might suffer a heart attack and die anytime. D:

ENJOY!

如果我变成回忆

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

GAHHH!
i just don't understand what's with him.
why do you have to make a big fuss over everything?
it's not like a big deal right.
and nobody said they blamed you or anything.
too bitchy?
MAYBE SO HUH.
so stare in the mirror and reflect please.

alright.
BYE!

Goodnight and Goodbye!

如果我变成回忆 ..

phua-kia

OMG! bengs/ you're beautiful!

2009-11-23T15:44:00.001+08:00

약속

OMG.
just looked at the posts that i had blogged i the past,
and it's like damn bengs! :O

anyways,
i wanna watch YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL! :O
cos there's Hongki!
HEH.

heard it's kinda nice, and Hongki seems to be the "joker" in the show.
but it's not fully out yet.
so i'm waiting for all the episodes to be uploaded on the net,
den watch it!
or the DVD to be out and buy it! :O

but Hongki cut bangs by the fifth episode if i'm not wrong. D:

hmmm.
Cheryl's granny is sent to hospital.
i wonder how she is now. D:
DON'T WORRY CHERYL!

alright.
BYE!

Goodnight and Goodbye!

I will become the shade in the hot summer
I will become your umbrella when it rains
I will become the small chair when you become tired from walking
So that your happiness will be doubled, I wll laugh with you
I will become the towel when you cry to wipe you tears

phua-kia

OMG! bengs.

2009-11-23T15:44:00.000+08:00

Phua's Birthday! :O

2009-11-22T15:48:00.001+08:00

소망

alrighttt.
went to phua's surprise party yesterday.
well, kinda AWKWARDDD.
cos it's like their "clique" and we're like out of no where.
so yeahhh. :\

anyways,
went and wished her happy birthday,
although it's still kinda early thoughhh.
but hope she can grow taller ahhh! :O

den went off and ate at prata house with Imran and Cheryl.
cos Ben had to go and buy winter clothes and Jolene tagged along.
den we gossip!
OMG, BITCHY. :O

den bitch bitch bitch,
and went off to "Imran's favourite video shop"
HEH.

so he rented a few horror movies,
and we went off.
GAHHH.

so Imran went home and i bused with Cheryl to her stop.
den she dropped while i continue busing and dropped at TPJC, and walked over to my bus stop.
and i took 38 home!
HEH.

anyways,
Kris showed me something which i thought it was kinda cool and cute!
HEE!

and we like talked bout it for like half an hour?! :O

anyways, it's pokemon! :O

here's some picture which i thought was kinda cute! :D

and this looks kinda retarded. 8|

but they're all kinda cute lahhh.
click here for more of these pictures!
HEH.

alright.
BYE! :D

Goodnight and Goodbye!

What if i fade away ..

phua-kia

Daryl's Chalet! :D

2009-11-18T12:55:00.000+08:00

FT Island! :D

A-W-E-S-O-M-E!
just went for Daryl's chalet and it's a whole lot of fun for 2 days! :D

First day/night :

*soccer
*swimming!
*BBQ
*Rock Band/FIFA!
*went to Changi beach!
*OCH/Beach
*Nick,Ben and me wrote a song! :D
*practice and practice for our song! :D
*Song completed! Title : IMPOSSIBLE.
*waited, and waited.
*went to interchange
*chatted and waited for bus
*bus came!
*took bus.
*guys walked, while girls cabbed back to chalet.

Second day:

*Sleep ( as many were damn tired due to tonning the previous night)
*i went home to get clothes and sleep. :|
*back to chalet.
*went to Ehub to makan!
*den had ICE-CREAM! :D
*walked back to chalet.
*WATER POLO!
*Captain's ball
*SWIM AGAIN! :D
*BBQ.
*sleep.
*practice for song
*MAKAN!
*slack
*i went home. :D

It's an awesome 2 days! :D
wanna have it again! :O

hmm.
anyways,
Nick, Ben and me wrote our song from the hawker centre to the beach.
and it's kinda awesome!
and the people that heard it says it's great! :D
and we're gonna record it and post it up and facebook! :D

anyways,
here's the lyrics of the song.

Impossible

You're so beautiful,
there, in front of me.
When i see your smile,
it takes my breath away.

Holding on to you,
never letting go.
Right here in your arms,
is where i want to be.

Chorus:
I still keep on loving like i did yesterday.
I still keep on dreaming, you'll be right beside me.
But i know this loved we shared, is impossible.

When you turned away,
without even looking back again.
Your silhouette,
so beautiful,
etched in my mind.

Chorus x 2

hmmm.
it's not perfect, i know.
but we really enjoyed writing the song,
and i think it speaks the heart of ours!

and i really hope to post this up on Facebook real quick!
but unfortunately, we can't record yesterday as i was rushing off, and i had a really bad throat.
so yeah! D:

anyways,
i feel like writing more songs!
den we can record it in a CD! :D

anyways,
was so tired that i slept till 11.30 this morning.
oh woah.

alright!
BYE!

Goodnight and Goodbye!

I really hope you would hear this song i wrote for you.

phua-kia

Abby & Deen 's wedding. <3

2009-11-15T22:51:00.000+08:00

GEEZ!

hmmm.
TIRED MUCH.

went to Abidah ( or Abby) 's wedding today,
and it was awesome! :D

at least she looks good today!
and seeing Abby and Deen, is like awww, so sweet! :D

den came all the teachers, Sarah Yew,
and of course OKS ( EEEEE.)

and me and Ben just chatted our way through and made funny comments about everythng.
especially the "BIG THING"!
hmmm.
Miss Siti came today with her boyfriend, and Miss Nur with her husband.
they're kinda cute together yeah.
AIYA, newly wedded mah. :D

den i was like making fun of HONEY and Jasmine.
OMG, DAMN FUNNY LAH!

the wedding was kinda grand lah.
and the food's not bad too. :D
Ben and ! just ate and ate and ate. :O

Our song was like okayyy lah.
not too bad.
although we forget some lyrics here and there but generally it was awesome lah! :D

den Ben's dad fetched me home.
THANKS! :D

anyways, i shall upload the pictures some other time.
( although i didn't take alot cause i was lazy, ya see)

and after so long,
i still can't get over the song "Perfect".
cos it's freaking nice! :DDD

alright,BYE! :D

Goodnight and Goodbye!

Can i hold you in my arms ?

phua-kia

2012 - End of the world?

2009-11-14T23:22:00.000+08:00

AWESOME!
2012 is like thrilling and saddening D:
went to catch it yesterday night with my siblings and parents.
and ended up going home at 3am.
YAWNNN.

but it was worth it!
it was like super good lah!
seeing how parents sacrificed for their children, how loved ones bid goodbye to one another knowing it's the last time they could do so.
this really made me stop and think.
what would i do if this were to happen to me, or rather us, everyone in the world.
thinking of it, it kinda makes me sad.
D:

is the world really coming to an end?
Mankind's mistake?
I REALLY WONDER SO.

anyways,
today's my great grandfather's 74th birthday!
and we had steamboatttt. :D :D

but i ate so much that i'm so bloated and gonna get fat D:

and oh ya!
Cheryl's granny's birthday is also today!
WHAT A COINCIDENCE! :D

hmmm.
went to practice at Ben's house on friday for abby's wedding performance.
tried so many songs, and finally we decided to do "So Close" by Jon McLaughlin.
it's like one of the song in the movie "Enchanted" .
it's kinda sweet and more so, we're kinda comfortable singing it.
HAHAHA!

so we had to memorise the lyrics, and i'm only like half done, and abby's wedding's tomorrow.
OH NOOO.

anyways, for those who dk the song,
here's the link for it! :D

i'm so completely tired and i think i should really sleep early tonighttt.
GAHHH.

and Lionel's out of the hospital in a few days' time! :D

alright,
BYE! :D

Goodnight and Goodbye!

we're so close to reaching that famous happy end.

phua-kia

PERFECT.

2009-11-12T19:24:00.000+08:00

HONGKI!

OH YES YES YES!
Lionel's out of hospital next weeek! :D

HAHAHAHA!
i think alot of us just can't wait to see him again!
JIAYOU Leon! :D

anyways, Sarah posted this on Facebook and it's like damn cool lahhh.
butttt if i had it, i'ld most likely can't bear to eat it!
GEEZ!

there you go!

SESAME STREET!

ELMO! <3>

COOKIE MONSTER! <3

OSCAR! :D

BIG BIRD! :D

CUTE RIGHT!
and they are cookies leh!
believe it or not!

Check here for more of their awesome work! :D

anyways, i fell in love with this song recently!
alright, idk why but when i listen to it, it seems kinda emotional to me.
hmmm.
it's Simple Plan's PERFECT.

alright.
Os is like finally over and it's time for me to chillll out!
HAHAHA.
going for ******! :D

gtg anyways.
BYE! :D

Goodnight and Goodbye!

I'm sorry, i can't be perfect.

phua-kia

HOPE.

2009-11-08T22:37:00.000+08:00

Lionel oh Lionel.

OH YES YES YES! :D
Lionel finally replied me after like forever.

So this is what he said :
"Hey! :) so sorry for the late reply, was in the hospital for 14 days and it was depressing...but now i'm out haha! :) well, i'm feeling much better now thank you for taking the time to check on me even with your exams and stuff :) but the sad thing is that i gotta go back to the hospital next week :( "

hmmm.
just hope and pray hard that he would get well soon.
really kinda miss him.
his jokes and retardedness.
GAHHH.
anyways,
i asked if we could visit him.
but he didn't reply me yet, so i guess he's resting.
well, he needs them badly now.
but he's gonna be alright.
I'M SURE.

anyways,
went to play badminton today because the basketball court was like freaking packed. D:
but it was kinda fun.
HAHA! :D

nothing pretty much now.
and i seriously dk what to type or say or what not.
okayyy. BYE! :D

Goodnight and Goodbye!

You're gonna do it, so don't give up k?

phua-kia

THIS IS IT!

2009-11-06T16:05:00.000+08:00

FT! :D

THIS IS IT!
it's the day when it kinda marks the end of Os! ( except for MCQs next week lahhh. :\ )

and i'm gonna watch This Is It! in like 3 hours!
YES YES YES! :D

oh ya, saw something which made me damn pissed just now.
GAHHH! >:0

People, i think you have seen this and know what this sign means right.
WL.

saw this girl damn bhb.
cos there's this very old granny came up the bus,
and she's so weak that a guy need to hold her just for her to board the bus lah.
den there's this teenage girl who just sat there and look as though it's rightfully for her to sit there.
but the worst thing is she's sitting at the priority seat lah.
but seriously what if the old granny fall down lah.
SO PEOPLE PLEASE GIVE UP YOUR SEATS TO THOSE WHO NEEDS IT MORE.

Alright.
i shall go back to facebooking.
wahahah.
BYE! :D

time check : 1 more IMPORTANT hour to the end of O level!

Goodnight and Goodbye!

I wanna fly with a hardness.

phua-kia

THIS IS IT! MJ <3!

2009-10-17T10:21:00.000+08:00

GASPPP! :O

okayyy,
i actually blogged some stuff but didn't finish so i left it hanging.

ANWAYS,
i shall start a new post.
yes i should.

so i was too lazy to blog plus no time cos Os mah.
but no quite free cos Os coming to an end already!
YES YES YES! :D

everything's fine lah.
except for a bit of careless here and there.
and of cos SS, which is like totally screwed lah.
studied Venice so much the night before,
causing me to even lose my sleep lah!
den in the end never come out.
WL EH. STUPID CAMBRIDGE LAH.

but anyways it's over.
so forget about it lah.

tomorrow's Lit paper 1 and 2.
2 PAPERS IN ONE DAY!
woah, if it's history or geog i would definitely die man.
but thank god it's lit lah.
:D

so today went to study with yong hwei, Shu, Avryl, Tricia, Nick and Ben at the airport.
okayyy, supposedly went to "study" lah.
but of cos, slack most of the time.
and of cos our JS moments! :D

JS! <3

ate at Popeyes,
which is quite nice lah.
i love their mashpotato! :D

den after "studying",
Nick and Ben went off first.
so i waited with Shu and Yh for Yh's mum to call her.
den we went to train back home.

hmmm.
Shu's going overseas to study next year.
and it's another person going off to other country for a long time.
until she completes her A levels.
oh woah.
WHAT A SECRET. D:

so we're gonna watch this tomorrow!
THIS IS IT!
OMG. MJJJ! :D

or if they ran out of tickets, we'll catch this instead!
heard from Yh that it's quite nice.
but i still wanna watch This Is It though! :D

anyways, i have like alot of photos that needs to be uploaded!
here's the photos for Graduation Day!
wahahaha! i graduated!
YAY! :D

alright.
i shall go study Lit now.
read the book at least, and have dinner.
kinda hungry.
GAHHH.

hmmm.
seeing all this photos kinda makes me think of Lionel.
texted him so many times, but to no avail.
kinda wonder how he's doing.
PERSEVERE LIONEL!

Shall upload more photos next time yeah?
BYE!

Time Check : 6 more days to the end of O Level! :D

Goodnight and Goodbye!

I hate the feeling of trusting others, but not being trusted.

phua-kia

LEONN KHOO.

2009-10-12T17:55:00.000+08:00

Beautiful you. Imperfect me.

D: D:
saw Lionel just now.
he looks pretty fine, except that he lost quite a lot of weight.
despite him being so skinny already.
it really hurts me to see him in this state.
wrote him a long letter.
not exactly long bah, like just 2 pages long?
GAHHH.

there he is,
usual smile, usual look, usual everything.
but the feeling is just different.
it's like i haven't seen him so like so long.
and i really miss him.
WHY.

he's gonna start his Chemo tomorrow.
i really hope he would be fine.
although i know it's painful to go through it D:
JIAYOU!

well, at least i managed to held my emotions back.
and only broke down when I'm outside of DIC.
HAIZZ.

but what can i do right?
HELPLESS.

so i guess for now,
all I can do is message him every single day to check if he's alright.
MESSAGE HUHHH.

and I shall wait.
keep waiting.
for that very day when Mr Lionel Khoo recovers.
and once again starts his Spastic actions!
PRAYING HARD.

Just wanna tell Lionel :
JIAYOU! We'll be behind you forever! :D

Alright.
got to go for tuition yeah?
although I seriously have no mood to study right now.
but it's for him right?
ALRIGHT.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

If we are the body, why aren't his arms reaching?

phua-kia

MR LIONEL KHOO LI WEN.

2009-10-11T22:45:00.001+08:00

HONGKI!

Oh well.
it's been like a thousand light years since i last blogged.
if you ask me why, same reason with everyone else basically.
NEVER BLOG = LAZY + NO TIME. (mostly lazy though)

so anyways, I'm blogging because of two things :
1) I'm bored and got nothing to do, seriously.
2) I just want a place to thrash everything out.

Mr Lionel Khoo.
the best guy I've ever known.
and probably the best guy on Earth.
he's the guy who always goes to school/home with me.
the guy who always makes spastic/retarded comments.
the guy who imitates the Jonas Brothers and everyone else in the whole wide world.
the guy who never fails to make me laugh.
the guy who always sing during lesson.
the guy who's so considerate, sometimes i really wonder how he does so.
the guy, who is so responsible.
the guy who works freaking hard.
and also the guy, who's my best friend/brother.

Now that guy can't take his O level this year, which is just 10plus days ahead.
why him, seriously?

and to think he's still worried that we would be affected by this.
when the school first told us, i was shocked + damn sad.
he looks fine when i last saw him at Mdm Norhani's house.
den he left.
and i didn't went home with him, which i originally wanted.
DARN ME.

I haven't seen him for like say 1 week or so?
i really wonder how he is.
and i really miss him.
I MISS HIM D:

He's coming tomorrow.
and he said this to Joey which makes me damn angry and sad D:
He said, " I'll see you guys again, before i lose all my hair .."
i was like wth?
seriously?!
WHY HIM?!

I feel super helpless now and there's seriously nothing i can do except support him.
i wanna do more.
but what else can i do right?
now i really understand what they say by HELPLESS.
yeah.
HELPLESS.

All i hope now is that i would not break down again tomorrow when i see him.
and that he'll be alright.
which i know he would.
because he's strong.
VERY STRONG.

alright.
i guess i would not blog again soon,
until O level ends.
till den i guess.
BYE!

Goodnight and Goodbye!

Sometimes it's not up to us to choose.

phua-kia

RANDOM.

2009-05-15T22:13:00.000+08:00

BOOK FACE!

kayyy,
it's been freaking long since i last blogged?
WTH.

anyways,
i'm super happy cos i'm only left with 60 MCQs!
YEAHHH!

today's paper were fine,
hope that i could do well lah. ;X
HOPE!

den after Lit paper went to eat with Nick and Sean at LongJohn,
where there's this lady who idk what essence's that.
me and Sean totally couldn't understand her lah.
HAHA!

den went home to change,
rest a while,
and went back down to play basketball with Nick And JY.
FUN.

it was fun man!
super tiring but worth it.
my whole shirt and pants were like wet lah.
but managed to played with people that are nice and their skills were not bad.
well,at least i think i improved abit.
HOPEFULLY?

den actually asked YiChen to come de.
den she dun wan,but in the end she still came.
RETARDED!

den she brought a friend,
and today's supposedly is his birthday,
but i think he hates me.
and you know why YICHEN.
HAH!

alright,
shall blog about Miss J.
she's spastic lah.
SPASTIC AND RETARDED AH GIRL.

Can't stand it man.
Thanks Huimin for bearing with me yesterday.
why do the stupid reporters have to come up with news that are not even true?
hurting someone and watching them fall from their establishment?
is that what you guys wanna see?
LuoZhiXiang worked like freaking hard to establish his awesome results today,
and you guys did not even praise him or publish this kinda things lah.
but instead one bad thing and you guys just have to keep reporting about it,
and make it seem like a big thing.
wth right?
he's a human being too,
and plus he's just making friends what.
don't tell me you guys don't have friend lah.
walau.
retarded right?
so to all reporters ah,please stop your nonsensical reports lah.
it's not even true lah.
TSK TSK.

JIAYOU!
LUOZHIXIANG! ;D

tomorrow's for me to rest,
and come up for the dance for the cheer.
YAWN.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

"i'm pretty sure there's two!" quoted from Kevin J.

phua-kia

GOODJOB.

2009-04-23T22:44:00.000+08:00

rockin' the house!

kayyy,
it's been long since i last blogged!
HAHA!

kayyy,
mainly 2 reasons,
one,comp crashed so had to repaired.
YAWN.

two, cos jus too LAZYYYY!
WOOPS ;X

kayyy,
ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND!

the Special is damn touching lah,
why did Night wants to sacrifice himself?
OH NOOO.

hmmm.
WE DID GOOD!

Drama Club,
we did our best,
and we achieved the best!
YEAHHH!

To all drama members:

Thank you very much for all that you guys have done for me.
although i didn't really do much for you guys,
but i know you guys always back me up whenever i needed help.
i really learn alot from you guys,
be it junior or senior,
you guys are the best man!
SMASHIN'!

I'll really miss you guys alot,
and i hope you guys would carry on the legacy that we and all the other seniors had built,
and i know you guys can do it!
so please don't be sad that we're leaving,
cos there's no goodbye, remember?
it's always a 'see you again'.

so i guess all i have to say is always remember to have fun in drama.
cos it's our second home. (well school's falls on the third if you include school as a 'home')

alright guys,
stay SMASHIN'! (copyrighted from Naz)

oh well,
today was same old school,
and ChinHuat was damn funny during the Chem remedial.
and of cos,that 'ione' being the spastic one.
L-IONE-L!

tomorrow there's celebration!
to celebrate our hardwork and efforts!
YEAHHHH!

and congrats Meiying,
for getting Gold for your SYF!
CONGRATS!

and be sure to meet up for movie soon!
STUPID PIG.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

i guess?

phua-kia

GOODBYE.

2009-03-12T21:45:00.000+08:00

we miss you.

kayyy,
back to blogging.
HAHA.

was too lazy plus not in the mood to blog for the last few days.
SAD.

kayyy,
two things that i never thought would happened to me,
actually happened.
HAIZZ.

first thing,
i got to see SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG!
WAHSEHHH!

he's damn cool sia,
den he did the dance which was like great!
HAHA.

me and Ben rushed to Eastpoint,
as soon as drama ended lah.
den it was like super crowded lah!
we can't even get through the front door can?!
so me and Ben took the smart way,
we went down the basement and took the other way up,
den we get to see him,
YEAHHH!

den snowfish mei got his autograph,
YEAHHH!

second thing,
my auntie passed away.
HAIZZ.

den spent the whole weekend at her wake,
HAIZZ.

why sia?
why did this happened?
and i really miss her.
HAIZZ.

den at the funeral,
my other auntie fainted,
AIYO.

but i cried really badly,
and so did everyone else.
we really miss her.
MISS HER.

today went for Meet The Parents,
or wait,
or should i say,Dialogue with Form Teacher.
HAHA.

den even my mother say TayCH was talking crap lah.
den only LimCH said some useful stuffs,
and i'm surprised LimCH gave me quite good comments,
HAHA.

tomorrow there's drama in the morning,
and founder's day at night.
HAHA.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

Goodbye,
we'll miss you.

phua-kia

SHOW LUO!

2009-03-04T22:29:00.000+08:00

Show Luo !
a music video by him dedicated to thanking the people who had helped him.

kayyy,
TIREDDD!

is the world coming to an end?
Shu and me were like discussing this during assembly yesterday lah.
but we concluded that even it is,
it doesn't matter,
cos everyone would die today,
and there would be no sorrow!
HAHA.

kayyy,
yesterday was plain tired,
well,
same as today lah.
YAWN.

yesterday did the work attachment presentation,
den i thought i could skip SS test,
to think i still have to do it.
but overall the presentation was fine.
HAHA.

THANKS PEEPS!
who had helped me in the test,
especially Marc.
THANKS!

den yesterday went for Actor's Craft rehearsal,
damn tired lah,
as in mentally tired,
cos had to go through what Johnny went through,
which i found out that it's tough,
too tough if it were to happened to me.
NOOOO.

den today everthing's fine.
drama is only the seniors and some sec 1 and 2 s.
cos the sec 3s went for camp.
HAHA.

well,
it was quieter,
and we had to 'set' the physical form for our characters,
and also their lives.
COOL WOR.

den tomorrow shall be my "off day"
after school and remedial,
i think i have nothing on,
and shall come home early just to rest.
cos had been busy busy these few days.
RAWRRR!

and Friday's the day!
SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG is coming to Eastpoint!
so me and Ben would be rushing down straight after drama on Friday,
cos i changed my tuition to Saturday.
YEAHHH!

tomorrow's another schoolday again.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

We're all gonna die alone anyways.

phua-kia

FINALLY BACK BLOGGING!

2009-03-01T11:45:00.000+08:00

ELMO AND COOKIE!

kayyy,
like super long neh blog le lah.
cos lazy to,
plus i had a super long post on my birthday,
but i accidentally deleted it,
so got so pissed off,
and decided to stop blogging for a while.
RAWRRR!

kayyy,
finally 16!
YEAHHHH!

looking back,
like when i was a little kid till now i'm all grown up,
it's really long!
HAHA.

kayyy,
on birthday had drama,
den went home to celebrate loh,
HAHA.

THANKS PEOPLE!
for giving me lots and Elmo and stuffs for my birthday!
and especially the drama peeps for the long note and wishes,poems,etc!
THANKS!

and den on Thursday went to eat Sakae with my parents and siblings!
HAHAHA!

6 more rehearsals to SYF!
OH NOOO!

next Friday SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG is coming to Eastpoint!
BUT.. i got tuition!
OH NOOO!

i think i wanna change it to Staurday or Sunday bah.
YAWN.

den i think next Saturday or Sunday,
there's 4G'09 calss BBQ!
YEAHHH!

Same old Sunday,
and tomorrow's Monday.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

I'm not gonna let go again.

phua-kia

OUCH!

2009-02-21T22:23:00.000+08:00

JO BROS!

kayyy,
haven't been blogging cos too lazy to!
YAWN.

ingrown toenail!
damn pain lah.
den Thursday went for the op,
den the injections damn pain can?
but everything else after that was numb so didn't feel anything.
HAHA.

den today went to change the dressing,
den supposed to change it everyday,
den the doctor damn wad lah,
kept pressing on m toe like as if it doesn't hurt lah.
WALAU.

den after that went to shop with parents,
den came home and sleep,
YAWN.

sian,
will be wearing slippers for 2 weeks to school.
OH NOOO.

now's my turn lah,
instead of Sarah's.
RAWRRR!

but at least mine's not as bad as her's lah.
HAHA.

okayyy,
slippers for 2 weeks and i'll be fine!
HAHA.

tomorrow have to chiong homework.
YAWN.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before.

phua-kia

YAWN.

2009-02-18T22:25:00.000+08:00

CORN!

kayyy,
damn tired!
YAWN.

have not been blogging for quite a long time le,
cos often veh lazy and tired to blog,
YAWN.

den today had drama,
was quite fun lah,
at least i can feel the emotions coming out already,
HAH!

i really hope we can attain good results for SYF loh,
JIA YOU!

i wonder how's corn doing?

Goodnight and Goodbye.

it's infatuation!

phua-kia

ingrown! D;

2009-02-12T22:27:00.000+08:00

COOL!

kayyy,
tiring day.
YAWN.

today after school went to see the doctor,
and i had an ingrown!
AHHH!

to think i was laughing at Sarah for having an ingrown and cannot have P.E.
and den now i kana,
OH NOOO.

den gonna go cut next Thursday,
cos now got infection,
den need to eat medicine first,
D;

den next week,
there would be like 2 people sitting side-by-side,
wearing slippers,
and had their toes wrapped up lah.
AHHH!

gonna be damn pain lah (i assume),
AHHH!

tomorrow's gonna be another long day.
YAWN.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

we're just complicated.

phua-kia

CORN!

2009-02-11T22:09:00.000+08:00

CORN!

kayyy,
he left,
HAIZZ.

corn left yesterday night,
with alot of people sending him off,
and almost the whole 2E went down to send him off,
including NAZRUL!
HAHA.

den spent some time with him chatting,
and wrote him a letter,
and everyone put their letters in Tricia's scrapbook,
and gave it to corn.
CORN!

took lots of photos with him,
and hugs!
HUG!

really will miss him loh,
shall see him soon,
REAL SOON.

today's lesson was okayyy lah,
except for chem,
it was hilarious man!
HAHA!

LimCH is just being spastic as usual,
den we sang him a birthday song like twice,
and did the Limchin HUAT! thingy,
HAHAHAHA!

den 4H also 'replied' by singing happy birthday song too,
HAHA!

den i was drinking water when LimCH said, "SUI!(Shu-Yi)"
DAMN FUNNY SIA!

den i spit my water put can,
but luckily i covered,
HAHA.

den went to eat with Na,Ra,Char,Ben,Keith,Elnie and Naz,
MAC!

den went for drama where we learn to do make-up today,
HAHA.

den oh well got pissed off,
shall not say why.
just wanna say please respect people if you want people to respect you too,
it's people's face,
and definitely not your toy.
Thanks uh.

den bus home with Ben,
den reached home,
DAMN TIRED SIA!

tom0rrow got English test,
just realised,
OH NOOO.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

phua-kia

HE'S LEAVING. D;

2009-02-09T23:09:00.000+08:00

2E!

Leavin` - Jesse McCartney

kayyy,
it's tomorrow!

he's leaving,
but he'll be back!
YES! HE'LL BE BACK!

but we'll miss him!
CORNNN!

okayyy,
today had boring lessons plus tuition,
but on my mind was like things to say to corn lah,
HAIZZ.

time really flies man,
so fast and it's tomorrow,
he's gonna leave. OH NOO.

tomorrow going for tuition,
den meeting SOTONG and ZHU,
den meeting Tricia,
den going to airport.
D;

we'll definitely miss him lah.
i jus finished writing him a letter,
and had asked Ben to help me print the photo i wanna give to him,
with all of us,
2E-IAN!

Tomorrow's the day.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

Without us,it's season without summer,
without 2E,it's life of rock and roll without a drummer.

phua-kia

CORN!

2009-02-08T22:21:00.000+08:00

CORN!

kayyy,
2 more days and he'll be gone.
HAIZZ.

went for Uncle's wedding on Friday,
was great!
AWESOME!

didn't go for cross-country,
cos had to help out at home for the wedding,
HAHA.

den went out in the afternoon to play basketball with the 2E gang,
but the girls left early,
HAHA.

den at night went for the wedding dinner at Hilton hotel,
it was great lah!
YEAHHH!

so touching can?
especially when the showed the video of my uncle proposing lah!
SO TOUCHING!

and the food's nice too!
YUMMY!

shall upload the pictures as soon as i got them,
HAHA.

sian,
Corn's like leaving in 2 days?
HAIZZ.

tomorrow there's remeidal till so late,
haven't even bought him something lah,
i shall write a veh long letter to him,
hope he'll remember us,
SEE YOU IN ARMY!

Goodnight and Goodbye.

We'll miss you.

phua-kia

BORED.

2009-02-07T22:22:00.000+08:00

He's leaving..

kayyy,
today did nothing,
except run over to Angie's house to play cards,
YAWN.

sian,
Cornelis' leaving in like 2 days?
HAIZZ.

so gonna miss him lah,
like i neh go for the 'i-love-corn' thingy,
SORRY.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

i promise i won't do it again,baby.

phua-kia

YAWN,

2009-02-05T23:16:00.000+08:00

J TO THE O TO THE NAS!

kayyy,
boring day of school again today.
YAWN.

had P.E. and played handball,
sorry Jolene for not letting you shoot,
i didn't know!
SORRY.

den blah blah,
plus Chem remedial which was like so boring.
YAWN.

den Marc neh RESTOCK his tissue supply,
OH NOOO.

den accompany TengLi to go buy food to eat before Chem remedial,
as she was hungry,
HAHA.

den went to eat with JY,Joe and Nick.
RAWRRR!

idk whether to go tomorrow for cross-country sia,
AHHH!

plus i cannot go for the "i love corn" thingy sia.
WALAU.

tomorrow got wedding to attend!
WEEEE~

Goodnight and Goodbye.

i'm sorry,dear.

phua-kia

TIRED.

2009-02-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

dance yo!

kayyy,
TIRED!

today went for the remedial,
den it was like Mr Law,
DIAO.

den blah blah,
went home,
and change,
and went for tuition,
so freaking tired lah.
like was dozing off on the bus lah.
YAWN.

den went for tuition,
CHEM!

den blah blah,
den went home,
den saw YiChen on the bus,
HAHA!

so long neh see her already lah,
MISS HER WOR.

damn tired sia,
den tomorrow got the math thingy at 7am,
WALAU!

Goodnight and Goodbye.

we'll all miss you.

phua-kia

SICK.

2009-01-28T22:22:00.000+08:00

JOE!

kayyy,
SICK!

today went to school,
blah blah blah.
YAWN.

den had drama,
which was fun lah,
but was super tiring,
that i ended up having my eyes almost closing.
YAWN.

den Ben's parents sent me home,
THANKS BEN!

den got home,
ate and sleep!
HAHA.

den wake up to do homework,
YAWN.

tomorrow need to go cut hair,
cos kana caught by Mr Kwok,
WAH,SIAN.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

phua-kia

CNY 2!

2009-01-27T22:15:00.000+08:00

TARZANNN!

kayyy,
damn tired!
AHHH!

today lots and lots of people came to my house!
HAHA!

den played and blah blah,
played blackjack!
but lost,
YAWN.

den went to visit my neighbour,
den in the noon went to visit ah gong and second uncle,
HAHA.

den came home and blah blah.
HAHA.

too tired to type anything lah,
plus i'm sick D;
EEYER!

Goodnight and Goodbye.

goodluck when you're gone.

phua-kia

CNY!

2009-01-26T22:17:00.000+08:00

snowdfish mei and ME!

kayyy,
today's CHINESE NEW YEAR!
HAPPY CNY!

woke up early in the morning,
and prepared,
den went visiting!
HAHA!

and to my surprise,
the first stop was like to one of my relative that lived at the same block as SOTONG?
COOL WOR!

den met up with SOTONG,
and she jus woke up,
AIYO,PIG.

den went lots of places to visit lah,
and took pictures!
HAHA.

TADA!

Angie and ME!

HEY!

Kor and Angie.

<3 her wor.

RAWRRR!

Zzzz.

YAWN.

WOOPS.
UNGLAM wor.
shit,
so gonna get scolded by Miss A lah.

here come's the my favourite photos!
COOL WOR.

HAHA,
like JONAS BROTHERS like that ;X

den after that,
came home and rest,
and went for KBOX!
went wild lah,
got so high till i lost my earpiece,
YAWN.

PICTURES TOOO!

HAHA!
i'm the tallest!

wth?

more visitings to come tomorrow,
plus lots of people coming my house!
YEAHHH!

Goodnight and Goodbye.

my best for you,
but what do i get?

phua-kia

NEW YEAR EVE!

2009-01-25T22:43:00.000+08:00

JOLENE AND ALOY!

kayyy,
today is NEW YEAR'S EVE!
YEAHHH!

anyways,
woke up in the morning,
went to bai bai with grandmummy,L kor and snowfish mei,
OKAYYY.

den came home,
slack around,
den went to buy stuffs with JJ,
den we went to played basketball,
YEAHHH!

OMG,
damn hiong lah,
damn was like sweating like a hotdog after like a half hour match?
AISEH MAN!

den came back and ate reunion dinner at Uncle's house,
with the rest,
STEAMBOAT!

den later gonna catch a movie with mymmu,L kor,snowfish mei,grandmummy and xiao mei jie,
HAHAHA!

tomorrow gonna be shuai shuai den.
HAH!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Goodnight and Goodbye.

promise me that you'll be happy no matter wad.

phua-kia

CNY PARTY!

2009-01-23T22:26:00.000+08:00

ULTRAMANS!

kayyy,
had class party today!
FUN!

going around invading people's photo,
RAWRRR!

den took lots and lots of pictures!
including LIMCH.

TADA!

he's about to sing!

den went for the performance,
which was boring loh.
YAWN.

den after that,
went to eat lunch with Nadia,Keith,Ben and Naz,
YUMMY.

den went for drama,
where we did Act 1 scene 2,
MY SCENE!

den went to play baksetball With Nick they all,
met Lindy and SOTONG den cabbed down,
HAHA.

den play play play,
damn it lah!
i didn't play well,
AHHH!

den went home to change,
den went back with lindy and SOTONG go tuition,
HAHA.

den came home le loh,
cos was feeling abit sick.
AHHHH!

and OMG,
i didn't know Sarah can play so many instruments lah,
OMG.

CNY COMING!

Goodnight and Goodbye.

She really change alot,
but is it for the good or bad?

phua-kia

THROAT PAIN!

2009-01-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

watcha looking at?

kayyy,
THROAT PAIN!

idk why,
i think cos maybe too long neh drink water,
den throat pain,
AHHH!

kayyy,
today got chem remedial,
BORING!

den after that went to eat with Josh and Nick,
den saw JY,Joe,Dinie they all,
HAHA.

den eat eat eat,
talk talk talk,
BLAH BLAH BLAH.

den came back home and sleep!
GREAT!

den did tuition homework,
cos got tuition tomorrow!
YAWN.

den tomorrow got drama,
oh no!
i haven't memories my script!
AHHHH!

den playing basketball with Nick and Miss T.
HAH!

Goodnight and Goodbye.

That's just the way we roll!

phua-kia

FREAKING BUSY.

2009-01-21T22:39:00.001+08:00

JOE!

kayyy,
BUSY BUSY BUSY!

AHHH!
i'm like turning into Mr.Busy already lah,
OH NO.

it's like i hardly get a day off lah,
Monday to Friday all fully booked,
REMEDIALS!

so freaking tired lah,
AHHH!

now studying for chem and lit test,
OH WELL, SEE WAD I MEAN.

well,
today had drama,
and the new kids came in!
COOOL.

so played games,
get to know them and stuffs,
HAHA.

AHHH!
i can't stand that ah huat lah!
DAMN IT!

Goodnight and Goodbye.

I miss you so much lah baby.
why so emo,baby?

phua-kia

OFF PITCH HOW?

2009-01-15T22:15:00.001+08:00

MISS SU and ME!

kayyy,
AHHHH!

studying for the binomial test now,
how to do term independent to x?
AHHHH!

den i damn scared i will go off pitch for tomorrow's audition lah,
haven't been hitting that note for quite awhile le,
OH NOOO!

damn freaking tired now lah.
YAWN.

today went to eat with Nick and Su at KFC,
retardedly fun,
idk why,
HAHA.

den walau lah,
have to wait till hildan sparks to get the Eagles Award thingy,
WALAU.

tomorrow there's Physic SPA!
EEYER!

Goodnight and Goodbye.

You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you

phua-kia

D;

2009-01-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

watever no evil.

kayyy,
freaking tired!
YAWN.

today celebrated Su and Ra's birthday,
SURPRISE!

den went for drama,
which Nick and JY went for basketball with Miss T,
but drama was tiring,
and OMG,
NOISY!

den after everything,
realised that we only have 55 days to SYF!
OH NOOO!

den went home with Ben,
and took 38,
CHATTED!

OMG,
tomorrow got E Math Hols Assigment test!
OH NOOO!

Goodnight and Goodbye.

why am i...?

phua-kia

BASKETBALL.

2009-01-11T22:10:00.000+08:00

ELMO LOVES COOKIE MONSTER.

kayyy,
doing my EL homework now,
YAWN.

OMG,
lit if like freaking damn hard lah,
EEYER.

okayyy,
today was bored,
YAWN.

den went to play absketball with L kor,Angie,JJ and snowfish mei,
den met superman,
den he thought me basketball.
OMG.

my basketball skills deproved!
so must buck up!
JIA YOU!

sian,
tomorrow have drama GM,
den cannot go to practice for the hildan thingy,
SORRY TEAM.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

i wanna hold you tight!

phua-kia

TAY AH HUAT SUCKS.

2009-01-10T22:23:00.000+08:00

WE ROCK!

kayyy,
i shall have the same photo as Shu's post for this post,
HAHA.

kayyy,
yesterday was great!
we had 12 newbies!
YEAHHHH!

so school ended with that ah tay making lots of unnecessary noise,
that even my mum can't stand it lah.
WTH?

as in who would know that "are you okayyy?" actually means "why are you doing that?"?
as in it doesn't even make sense,
and it doesn't have any link!
RAWRRR!

den blah blah blah,
school ended,
went off with Su,Na,Ra,Keith and Ben,
den went to Macs
where we saw Jeremy,Adam,Mel,Carrisa,
den let it all go to them,
and everything's gone!
HAHA.

den went to buy some stuffs with Keith,
den went back to school,
and start preparing,
HAHA.

den went off!
SHOOOOO!

den talked to people,
went for DR,
DRAMA RIOTS!

den Thanks Golf and Guitar for their help!
THANKS!

today was like okayyy lah,
went to eat with parents,L kor and snowfish mei in the noon,
den blah blah blah.
HAHA.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

phua-kia

PRESENT!

2009-01-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

i'm slipping into the lava.

kayyy,
jus finished rushing through my A math Ha,
PHEWW.

today went to do some drama stuffs after school,
den went to eat with Su and Ben,
den went to shop for..
shhhh,secret!
HAHA.

tomorrow's recruitment!
YEAHHH!

super tired now,
YAWN.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

pushing me away.

phua-kia